Plus Size Modeling

I’ve always loved the idea of me being a plus size model but I just know I couldn’t do. I always get to camera shy or too self conscious.

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How can I promote being plus size when I cant even accept being plus size. I don’t even wear plus size! But I know my body shape would never make it as a “normal model”.

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I see so many plus size models and thinks wow she is really pretty? Why can’t I accept my body like she can? It’s always been a battle for me. When I finally accept myself, I go out in public and then loose all that confidence I had. Every women just wants to feel beautiful but its hard when you live in such a judgmental world.

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I want to accept myself. I want to be able to inspire other women who struggle with there weight to accept them self too. I keep holding myself back thinking of all the negative comments ill hear about how I’m to fat or not pretty enough. It is time for me to say screw the negative comments and just love myself! Why should I care what other people think of me? Why should I let negative people effect my happiness. I am who I am and there’s nothing they can do to change that. This is me and you like it or you don’t. I’ve learned that you can be the most beautiful girl in the world but someone is always going to think different.

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So who knows? Maybe I will try out some plus size modeling. Either way, its time for me to love myself and accept myself. This is who I am and I love it!

Krystalyn

Personal Stories

On October 22, 2011, I took a home pregnancy test. It was positive! My boyfriend and I were so excited. We decided to wait till I confirmed with a doctor before we told anyone. On October 25, I went to Planned Parenthood and confirmed that I was 6 weeks pregnant. We told everyone after that. We started planning everything and picking out names. I decided to get a journal to write in throughout my pregnancy (which I would later turn into the journal that I write in every day for my little angel) so that one day I could look back and see how my first pregnancy went. Every week I would read the development of our fetus and write it in my journal as though I was talking to my baby. Everything was perfect. I had a job interview and was having such a smooth pregnancy.

Then one day I started getting really bad “morning sickness.” I was puking…

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My story

My name is Krystalyn Farr and I’m 23. I’m married to an amazing man who I’ve been with since my senior year or high school. We’ve been together for going on 6 years and been married going on 3 years. In 2012 we thought we were going to have a baby but I had a miscarriage instead. I had a very different miscarriage though. I had what is a Molar Pregnancy. Its very uncommon and it is cancerous. I had to have check ups for 6 months and luckily I never had chemotherapy. Now my husband and I have been trying for a kid for almost 3 years. Its been a long journey but were both not giving up. I currently live in Washington but grew up in California and after being here for almost 5 years, we are now moving back to California and hoping for better things. That’s just a short summary of who I am and I cant wait to start blogging! 

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