I’ve always loved the idea of me being a plus size model but I just know I couldn’t do. I always get to camera shy or too self conscious.
How can I promote being plus size when I cant even accept being plus size. I don’t even wear plus size! But I know my body shape would never make it as a “normal model”.
I see so many plus size models and thinks wow she is really pretty? Why can’t I accept my body like she can? It’s always been a battle for me. When I finally accept myself, I go out in public and then loose all that confidence I had. Every women just wants to feel beautiful but its hard when you live in such a judgmental world.
I want to accept myself. I want to be able to inspire other women who struggle with there weight to accept them self too. I keep holding myself back thinking of all the negative comments ill hear about how I’m to fat or not pretty enough. It is time for me to say screw the negative comments and just love myself! Why should I care what other people think of me? Why should I let negative people effect my happiness. I am who I am and there’s nothing they can do to change that. This is me and you like it or you don’t. I’ve learned that you can be the most beautiful girl in the world but someone is always going to think different.
So who knows? Maybe I will try out some plus size modeling. Either way, its time for me to love myself and accept myself. This is who I am and I love it!